I'm so tired of shits going on. I don't need anymore drama in my last year of secondary. Like seriously. Dot look at me like that. I seriously dislike it. Like seriously. It's not nice to look at people like that. I don't hate you. I gave you. And I didn't owe you anything. I thought we're fine. Why with that face? Why make it as if I owe you something? I know you're pretty, I know you're smart, I know youre slim, I know you have brains and beauty, I know you're almost perfect and I'm not. Just. Don't look at me like that anymore. You textedit me as if you're fine. But the next few days you look as if we're ememies? Something I just can't seems to forget.
I felt so betrayed. Oh god. How could this ever happen to me!! Idk how to feel or what to say. Just that feeling is in me. It's very hard to express. Cause it's not exactly the betrayed feeling. But there's some add on in it. Idk how to say. Geezz. Everything just felt so wrong. I don't know what to do anymore..
I feel very sorry for my boyfie. Cause. He's the one that I release anger on. And he quietly accepts all. Deep down in him he's actually very sad cause its not his fault. He dont have to take all from me!! It's so not Fair to him;/ I won't do that to him anymore. Cause. It's not him that made me angry or anything. I shouldn't have release my angers on him! Sorry boyy. I still love you. Heh heh. Hope you won't feel anything BAD! X)
Love love to the boyfie <3
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